New Step

Well this is new! I am taking my first step in writing how I feel and this is called blogging. For all you advid bloggers this is new for me and hopefully a good outlet. See tonite I decided to find my daughters blogs and see what lies heavy on her mind. I am lying here in my bed not able sleep and it is almost midnight. I guess my greatest reason for not sleeping is I worry. I love my children, but I worry about them. Don't get me wrong they are very self-sufficient and don't really need me to worry because they are so much smarter than I was. I wish I could get back the last 6 years of my life. But anyways moving on, I want these moment I have to last, I so love my girls. I am that weird mom that enjoys her girls living in the same house. Things are a little tougher now because my husband and I are trying to make a small difference in the world by helping children. I feel like I am being pulled, I mean I don't want my girls to think they have been replaced, I feel we just added on. I guess I am just rambling but I think that is the point of this, right? I guess my point to my first blog is I have missed my girls and I love them and don't want them to ever leave again. Many aren't as lucky to have the connection and love we have! Enough of my whining, I am going to try an actually get some sleep, early day tomorrow! Good luck with making any sense of this!